interview / Mikhael Agafonov
It doesnât take a genius to realize that Ryn Weaver is no fool. Last year, the 23-year-old Los Angeles native unveiled her debut record, The Fool, a multilayered collection of stories told through ornate metaphors, elaborate electronics, and Weaverâs quaint, folksy delivery. But as I find out during a phone call with the artist, she actually has no problem with people seeing her as a fool.
âIâm super into Tarot cards,â Weaver shares, adding, âThereâs a card called âThe Foolâ and [itâs] a good thing: it means innocence and naivetĂ©. But it also represents travelling and strength and belief in yourself. I didnât want my album to have any submissive songs. There are a lot of men writing pop songs and a lot of men are attracted to submission. I wanted to write a record about finding your strength as an independent woman. Surprisingly, a lot of my fans are straight men.â
Considering the record was written about a year prior to its release, itâs safe to assume Weaver has finally made her transition into complete independence and now enjoys the opportunity to not only to speak her mind, but to help others figure out their place in the world. âI wanted to write something that encouraged people,â she reveals. âLike how sometimes you grow quicker as an individual than in a pair. If people arenât happy where they are, they need to find their freedom and change their situation, even if that means leaving something behind. Thereâs so much out there and weâre so lucky to live in the world we do. I wanted to create something that was inspirational and exciting and fresh and new and experimental. And thatâs what I did.â
The fascinating thing about Weaver is how emotional she gets over the span of one phone callâdepending on the subject weâre discussing. âIâm very emotional,â she exclaims, laughing, when I remind her that in one interview she proclaimed herself an âangry bitch.â âI called myself an angry bitch in an interview? Oh my! I can be an angry bitch; I can be a happy bitch. I think if youâre not angry, youâre not paying attention, right? I have a lot of anger, sure, but I also think there are so many issues with society and the world. For a woman in general thereâs a lot to be angry about. People discredit you based on the fact that you have a pussy,â Weaver laments.
âI tweeted something a while back about male vs. female [music]. It said if a male artist is genre-bending, heâs an enigma, heâs creative, all sorts of things. If a woman utilizes different genres, sheâs viewed as lost, lacking an identityâthe poor thing canât figure out who she is, âcause sheâs not quite Lady Gaga, Lana Del Rey, BeyoncĂ© or Lorde. And Iâm like, âYouâre right, because Iâm me.â So I do get angry, but itâs only because out of love and circumstance.â
But the very same cruel love gave her enough inspiration for a whole album: âI was getting out of my first relationship at the time, so the first half of the record is me dealing with the aftermath of this mess, and then finding pure love that was cool and real. For me it means home, something comfortable, and I wanted to articulate that. David Bowie once said that he doesnât care about genres, because he only cares about the art heâs trying to create and that he can adjust the genres to match where heâs coming from when creating a song. And thatâs where Iâm coming from, too.â
One of Weaverâs earliest claims to fame was âOctaHate,â a Charli XCX co-penned, xylophone-heavy hate letter to a cheating ex. By now, however, sheâs had enough time to heal all the wounds. âHate is just dark love. I donât actually hate him, weâre cool now,â she confesses over the phone. âHe was very mad for a while, he was very shady on Twitter and I was like, âI see you, youâre an angry boy.â This song was the aftermath of loving someone who betrayed me. The beauty of love is that it morphs and it shifts and it changes. Someone can fall out of love, someone can be selfish, but as time goes on, the heart heals.â
Turning emotions into catchy tunes is literally in her blood, which I discover when I ask about the story behind her stage name. âMy real nameâs Erin,â the songwriter reveals, adding, âBut Erin to me is boring and I never felt like an Erin. But Ryn was cute and then Ned Weaver was my great grandfatherâs last name, who was a songwriter. He wrote âTrust in Meâ for Etta James and a bunch of other old songs. He also worked on the radio and he was a Broadway star. Too bad I never got to meet to him! Whenever I hear people calling me Ryn Weaver, I feel like an elf from the woods.â
I donât feel the need to ask if she believes in magic. You kinda have to, when you come up with something as magical as the rainbow tears Weaver rocks in the music video for âOctaHate.â
âThe rainbow tears were a metaphor for going through a breakup: at that time youâre going through everything, the emotions are more complex than any single one. Youâre crying everything out. Youâre sad but youâre also happy because itâs over since you werenât happy in the first place, but youâre angry, jealous, and frustrated, too. So for me all of these emotions can be summarized by a rainbow. A rainbow of feelings. I used to say that my favorite color was the rainbow.â
Judging by Weaverâs charisma and energy, sheâs got a lot of rainbows in herâno wonder sheâs already working on her next album. And weâre more than intrigued to see which Tarot card sheâs going to pick up next from her deck.
Considering the record was written about a year prior to its release, itâs safe to assume Weaver has finally made her transition into complete independence and now enjoys the opportunity to not only to speak her mind, but to help others figure out their place in the world. âI wanted to write something that encouraged people,â she reveals. âLike how sometimes you grow quicker as an individual than in a pair. If people arenât happy where they are, they need to find their freedom and change their situation, even if that means leaving something behind. Thereâs so much out there and weâre so lucky to live in the world we do. I wanted to create something that was inspirational and exciting and fresh and new and experimental. And thatâs what I did.â
The fascinating thing about Weaver is how emotional she gets over the span of one phone callâdepending on the subject weâre discussing. âIâm very emotional,â she exclaims, laughing, when I remind her that in one interview she proclaimed herself an âangry bitch.â âI called myself an angry bitch in an interview? Oh my! I can be an angry bitch; I can be a happy bitch. I think if youâre not angry, youâre not paying attention, right? I have a lot of anger, sure, but I also think there are so many issues with society and the world. For a woman in general thereâs a lot to be angry about. People discredit you based on the fact that you have a pussy,â Weaver laments.
âI tweeted something a while back about male vs. female [music]. It said if a male artist is genre-bending, heâs an enigma, heâs creative, all sorts of things. If a woman utilizes different genres, sheâs viewed as lost, lacking an identityâthe poor thing canât figure out who she is, âcause sheâs not quite Lady Gaga, Lana Del Rey, BeyoncĂ© or Lorde. And Iâm like, âYouâre right, because Iâm me.â So I do get angry, but itâs only because out of love and circumstance.â
But the very same cruel love gave her enough inspiration for a whole album: âI was getting out of my first relationship at the time, so the first half of the record is me dealing with the aftermath of this mess, and then finding pure love that was cool and real. For me it means home, something comfortable, and I wanted to articulate that. David Bowie once said that he doesnât care about genres, because he only cares about the art heâs trying to create and that he can adjust the genres to match where heâs coming from when creating a song. And thatâs where Iâm coming from, too.â
One of Weaverâs earliest claims to fame was âOctaHate,â a Charli XCX co-penned, xylophone-heavy hate letter to a cheating ex. By now, however, sheâs had enough time to heal all the wounds. âHate is just dark love. I donât actually hate him, weâre cool now,â she confesses over the phone. âHe was very mad for a while, he was very shady on Twitter and I was like, âI see you, youâre an angry boy.â This song was the aftermath of loving someone who betrayed me. The beauty of love is that it morphs and it shifts and it changes. Someone can fall out of love, someone can be selfish, but as time goes on, the heart heals.â
Turning emotions into catchy tunes is literally in her blood, which I discover when I ask about the story behind her stage name. âMy real nameâs Erin,â the songwriter reveals, adding, âBut Erin to me is boring and I never felt like an Erin. But Ryn was cute and then Ned Weaver was my great grandfatherâs last name, who was a songwriter. He wrote âTrust in Meâ for Etta James and a bunch of other old songs. He also worked on the radio and he was a Broadway star. Too bad I never got to meet to him! Whenever I hear people calling me Ryn Weaver, I feel like an elf from the woods.â
I donât feel the need to ask if she believes in magic. You kinda have to, when you come up with something as magical as the rainbow tears Weaver rocks in the music video for âOctaHate.â
âThe rainbow tears were a metaphor for going through a breakup: at that time youâre going through everything, the emotions are more complex than any single one. Youâre crying everything out. Youâre sad but youâre also happy because itâs over since you werenât happy in the first place, but youâre angry, jealous, and frustrated, too. So for me all of these emotions can be summarized by a rainbow. A rainbow of feelings. I used to say that my favorite color was the rainbow.â
Judging by Weaverâs charisma and energy, sheâs got a lot of rainbows in herâno wonder sheâs already working on her next album. And weâre more than intrigued to see which Tarot card sheâs going to pick up next from her deck.