photographer / Aysha Banos
stylist / Scarlet Moreno
make up +hair / Dominique Lerma
I’ve always been a cheater
I Fall in love so easily
And just as easily, I get bored
I won’t go there
I swear I won’t
And I’ll scream it to your face..
But deep down I know that even if I did love you
I’d still try to find all the reasons why I can’t even like you at all..
And WHY it IS ok to maybe cheat on you..
Find someone else with the missing clue..
We don’t fuck enough
We don’t talk enough
We don’t laugh enough
You don’t make me feel desired
You’re not good at communicating
You’re lacking passion and drive
You’re lazy
You complain too much
You’re too much drama
You’re not creative enough
Yes.. I might find somebody better
and more or my spiritual match..
But will I really ?
And when does the search ever end ?
How far is the finish line ?
It’s always the same
I always attract the exact same kind of people
I’m obsessed with youth
And it comes with all of its baggages..
It always does..
No mater how special you are
It takes more than charms and wit to impress the old lady that I’m turning into
And though your mind is fast
And your body soft as a baby’s butt
I could only spit in your mouth so many times
Until I wanna spit into another
–SOKO