photographer / Jody Rogac
story / Logan Brendt
hair + makeup / Allie Smith
stylists / Koko Ntuen + Cristina Leiva
assistant stylist / Mariana Alvarez
shot at location / Mica Studios
Sweater, Dr Martens. Pedant, Kathleenâs own.
If youâre ever driving in New York City, making a right turn when itâs the pedestrianâs turn to cross, you might want to stop and wait for them, not just because itâs the proper and safe thing to do, but because you may also have feminist punk rock singer-songwriter and fiery New Yorker Kathleen Hanna less than a foot from your car window shouting at you. âWhen I first moved here, I almost got hit by a truck, and one time I saw a cab almost hit a baby carriage,â Hanna remembers. âI just went up to the window and was like, âyou motherfucker, what the fuck do you think youâre doing? Youâre going to be, what, 5 seconds late and try to kill somebody?â And then I realized that people have guns and knives and stuff, and being alive is way more important than being right.â
While Hannaâs self-proclaimed past ârageaholismâ may have subsided, the anecdotes still easily emit from one of punkâs favorite heroines. As the frontwoman for groundbreaking bands Bikini Kill and Le Tigre, sheâs howled her feminist manifesto, given phenomenal live shows, made those in her path reflect on political ideas, and it was all a part of the Riot Grrrl movement that flourished in the 90s largely due to Hanna. Now, after a 20-year career, Hanna has had time to process her exceptional history, continuing The Julie Ruin project that she originally started in the 90s as a solo undertaking. With her bandmates, including her friend and former Bikini Kill bassist Kathi Wilcox, As The Julie Ruin takes off, Hanna acknowledges, âI just want to be in a fucking band and not be âthe feminist bandâ.â Although, it may always be hard to break the stereotypes.
The Julie Ruin was conceived after Hannaâs desire to oppose these typical labels that had always classified her. âI just felt like writing a love song,â she says, putting it simply. With the alternate desire to express the other layers to her that werenât always as visible, she remarks, âI just felt like everyone was like, âoh, thereâs that man-hating bitch from Bikini Killâ and I got really sick of it.â After she inadvertently wrote an entire record, letting herself write whatever she wanted to instead of feeling tied down to a certain political agenda or belief of who she was, we have arrived to 2013 with the release of their first album, RUN FAST, and a list of live shows to get the message out.
Not necessarily using social media to her advantage, because she fails to see the constructive side to it, Hanna says in a sweet but macabre tone, âlike anything, itâs a tool. You can either use it to stab somebody, or you can use it to chop vegetables and make yourself a delicious meal.â She clarifies, âwith social media, sometimes itâs just a bunch of kids who live in their parentâs basement, making really mean, sarcastic comments, and sometimes itâs people trying to [make us aware] of this great project they have going on.â Referring to sites like Kickstarter and Indiegogo, she states, âWe donât live in a country that supports the arts, so weâre all left in this position as individuals where we have to support each otherâs project financially.â Since Hanna understands this point all too well, she admits that sheâs a little concerned with how sheâll make the money back that she put forth into the new album filled with catchy guitar riffs and party tracks.
When Hanna first came onto the scene with Bikini Kill, Americaâs alternative music scene was veering onto a path where there was space for a lot of women, which was promising for Hanna and peers who were hoping to make their own mark on the world. Unfortunately, the culture has seemed to halt its evolution, over time, exposing strong evidence of sexism. Disappointed in this anti-progress, she observes, âwomen are expected to have these perfect pitch angelic voices and be very versatile singers where as our male counterparts often have unique voices.â Knowing that it is hard to get ahead in such an industry, she adds, âI feel like all the women in pop music have to one-up each other in this way that I wasnât seeing the men doing. Bruno Mars comes out and puts on a great show, but he doesnât have to light his hair on fire or be in his underwear, hanging from the ceiling while having water dumped on him or champagne shooting out of his chest.â
However, Hanna admits that while she is a fan of the genuine talent that does exist in todayâs female pop stars, despite the double standards, it is definitely not her main focus or concern. She is more concerned in how we have taken steps backwards as a society on issues like reproductive rights and human rights in general. In reference to the recession, she says, âpeople arenât able to get health care, and they die. People are put into positions where they donât have jobs, and they have to find other ways to earn a living that maybe arenât legal. Then thereâs the prisonâindustrial complex thatâs just waiting to lock them up for minor offenses.â
So, why are we so obsessed with pop culture when there are far more important issues to address? Maybe itâs the Parkinsonâs Law of Triviality, or maybe the answer is found in Hannaâs previous comments to me about social media. âWhen I was in my early twenties,â she confesses, âI used a lot of things to distract myself from my own issues, a lot of petty intrigues and gossipy things that I now realize were really trivial, just trying to take my mind off of what was really going on. Itâs a way to zone out and distract yourself from the real work you want to be doing in the world, but not letting yourself do.â
Top,Osklen.
For someone that has always been known for her vocality both outside her music career as well as in it, I ask Hanna what she would like for her legacy to be. With sincerity, she confirms right away, âI want to be known as a feminist artist who took chances, made mistakes, put my neck out, looking stupid sometimes, and encouraged other people to experiment and put their necks out. If nobody did that, then life would be really, really boring.â But, nothing is boring with Kathleen Hanna.
Before our interview is up, and because I know that sheâs full of anecdotes, I just have to ask her about her worst tour story. Appearing to be overwhelmed by how many awful stories there actually are, Hanna ultimately picks the one about her first show with Bikini Kill at CBGB, so brace yourself. âWe were really, really excited, and I ate a burrito or something right before I went on stage,â she says. âDuring this show, I threw up in my own mouth while I was singing because I was dancing so hard, so I had to just swallow it. Right after I swallowed my own barf, my tampon fell out into my underwear because, again, I was dancing so hard. It was bobbing around in my underwear like a piece of poop, and I had to get it out. But because I was wearing a short skirt and didnât want it to look like I was doing a feminist performance piece, I had to sneak it out,â she laughs. âIt was kind of a Houdini move in front of a packed crowd,â referring to her ability to keep the performance going without anyone noticing. But with emphasis and a snicker, she concludes, âIt was one of my proudest moments.â Again, nothing is boring with the legendary Kathleen Hanna.
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